Her Diary entry...
Tonight, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet for dinner. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I though he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk.
He agreed, but he kept quiet and remained absent. I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home, I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too."
When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there, watching TV and was distant and absent.
Finally, I told him I was going up to bed. He nodded and continued to watch the TV.
About 10 minutes later, he came to bed and to my utter surprise, responded to my caresses. We made love, but I still felt that he was distracted. His thoughts were definitely somewhere else. He fell asleep and laid there, quietly crying.
I don't know what to do...I am sure that he is thinking of someone else. I know he is going to leave me. My life is a disaster.
His Journal Entry...
Today, ECU lost...but, at least I had sex.
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